Looking back...

On Wednesday, March 26, 2008, at the peak of my quarter life crisis, I blogged on my current state of affairs:

• My week-long solo adventure in Costa Rica begins on Saturday.
• My lovebirds, Misty and Smoothie, birthed a new lovebird on March 12 whom I call Anastasia.
• I haven’t been in a serious relationship in 2+ years and I’m ok with that.
• The last few men I’ve expressed interest in have subsequently fled and traveled thousands of miles away.
• I still live with my parents and I still don’t have a car let alone a driver’s license.
• I’m on an ongoing search to discover my life’s passion and purpose.
• I’m moderately bored.
• I think I may have ADD.

Now:

• My life is constantly in flux.
• I moved to California less than 2 years ago, met the love of my life, and married him earlier this year.
• In one month my husband and I are embarking on a 2.5 month long journey through Southeast Asia including Cambodia, Thailand and the Philippines.
• I’m the proud mama of a very handsome kitty we named Sir Darwinius the Gray, Prince of Westlake. 
• I have a California driver’s license but I still don’t drive. Instead, I ride my bike.
• I am funemployed and looking for an exciting career change away from a desk. During our travels, we will be volunteering in marine conservation and I’m hoping this experience will lead me to new career paths in conservation or ecotourism/travel.
• Wanderlust has completely taken over. My insatiable desire to meet the world’s people, visit their countries, embrace their culture, art, antiquities, spirituality, and beliefs has taken me on many unforgettable adventures and I don’t intend to stop anytime soon.
• I anticipate that I will discover my life’s passion and purpose as I travel.
• I may have ADD but I’ve learned the secret to my peace of mind lies in my husband’s embrace.

Some things never change.

Marine Conservation Cambodia

Here's a great video shot by some of the volunteers of Marine Conservation Cambodia, a project that is devoted to protecting and conserving Cambodia's marine environment and the livelihoods of the island communities that rely on its resources. Tanner and I will be participating in marine research, conservation and teaching in Cambodia starting January 2012 and we couldn't be more excited!

And some images of the island of Koh Rong where we will be residing for a few weeks through the duration of our involvement with the project:

Learn more about the project:

http://www.marineconservationcambodia.org/

The beginning stages of our travel planning…

Destination: Southeast Asia

As some of you may know, my husband, Tanner, and I have been working hard and saving money to travel and volunteer abroad for quite some time. Over the last few days, we’ve made tremendous strides in our plans.

We’ve decided to focus our first trip in Southeast Asia to suit our smaller budget, our love for natural settings, tropical weather and diving, and to take a much needed break from the western lifestyle and go off the beaten path to observe new cultures. I’ve wanted to revisit the coral reefs in the Philippines and to share the unforgettable diving experience with Tanner. Also, I have extended family in the Philippines who I can't wait to visit and introduce to my new husband. :)  And I’ve always wanted to volunteer in marine conservation, see the stone temples of Angkor Wat, experience a Full Moon party on the beach in Thailand, and to get back into travel photography. And Tanner simply can’t wait to learn and travel overseas.

So we took all of this into account and put together a rough itinerary according to our budget. We will be on the road starting January 2012 for at least 3 months. We plan to volunteer and participate in marine research and conservation for at least 4 weeks on the island of Koh Rong, Cambodia with Marine Conservation Cambodia; then continue our adventures through Southeast Asia; spending up to 4 weeks in Thailand, and 4 weeks in the Philippines.

There are many things to consider when planning a trip so every few days or so I will post updates and share what we’ve learned along the way. So expect to see more travel oriented posts in weeks to come!

I can fly!!!

Working towards my dreams of becoming a Cirque Du Soleil peacock performer…

You Are An Explorer

You are an explorer.

Your mission is to document and observe the world around you as if you’ve never seen it before. Take notes. Collect things you find on your travels. Document your findings. Notice patterns. Copy. Trace. Focus on one thing at a time. Record what you are drawn to. Take photos.

We are all visitors to this time, this place – we are just passing through. Our purpose is to observe, learn, grow and love. And then, we return home.

All I ever want is to live in a little shack by the sea…no car, no TV… just you and me.

Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011

This year sure flew by fast while at the same time it feels as though I’ve been in California for years. I had no problem assimilating to my new home, I had always known I was made for California. No doubt, this was a year of tremendous growth and change. A transition year, if you will, because 2011 is sure to bring new opportunities and even bigger changes. It’s already in the works. But first, here’s 2010 in review

This year I (in no specific order):

Turned 27.
Followed my heart.
Packed my bags and bid farewell to all my dearest friends and family.
Started my new life and new job in California.
Cried myself to sleep.
Fatefully opened an account with Chase which is where I...
Fell in love with a boy and quickly discovered that he was the one.
Made plans to marry him... but all of this not til after I...
Had my heart broken.
Gave him another chance.
Let go of regrets.
Got matching origami crane tattoos with my best friend.
Tattooed another cherry blossom behind my ear.
Pierced my lip 3 times til it finally healed properly.
Attended 5 big outdoor music festivals and too many concerts to count.
Saw over 50 bands/musicians live.
Took an epic road trip down the Pacific coastline on highway 1.
Camped for 3 days in Indio, CA for the ultimate Coachella experience.
Heard Thom Yorke perform "Everything In Its Right Place" for the second time.
Danced like no one was watching.
Snorkeled with leopard sharks and sea lions in La Jolla Cove.
Visited Lake Tahoe 3 times.
Took a spectacular 72 mile drive around Lake Tahoe.
Witnessed a double rainbow over Lake Tahoe and pondered what it meant.
Witnessed a shooting star with someone special from inside a tent.
Saw dozens of whales in the ocean off the coast of Monterey.
Camped in the Sequoia National Forest and gawked at the largest living things on Earth.
Watched the most beautiful sunset I've seen to date from the top of Moro Rock.
Watched many beautiful sunsets over the Pacific.
Learned to paddleboard in Half Moon Bay.
Conquered Class III rapids in the American River.
Watched the Star Wars series in its entirety.
Paid off my credit card debt.
Fulfilled my real life Incubus music video on the beach.
Got spit in the face by a very belligerent llama named Ula.
Raised a snail family.
Adopted a new family member and named him Sir Darwinius the Gray, Prince of Westlake.
Viewed original Banksy street art in the Mission just a few days after he visited.
Dressed as a super hero and partied with other crime fighters at a street fair.
Moved in with my fiancee in the city... Daly City, that is.
Learned to play "New Slang" and other favorites on the ukelele.
"Visited" DC for the first time.
Attended the Future of Web Design conference in NYC.
Took a nap on a park bench saturated among autumn leaves in Central Park.
Visited Texas for the first time.
Shot a gun for the first time.
Met my fiancee's friends and fell in love with my future in-laws.
Established a sense of "home" on the west coast with my extended family and my new family...

In 2011, I am...
Arriving in Maui within 12 hours.
Marrying my true love.
Seeking a career in marine/wildlife conservation.
Moving abroad.

When there's nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire.

Truer words were never spoken. I can’t tell you all how liberated I feel. Knowing that the last few months I’ve taken some huge risks. It took me so long to get over the fear of other people’s perceptions and expectations. I spent far too many years trying to fit into some sort of model that wasn’t me. A business casual job, relationships that I knew wouldn’t make me happy, but I stayed regardless. It took so long but once you let go of the fear and just embrace what it is you love, everything becomes so clear. I am not sure why it took til this past year to figure all of this out but I know that I have been on cloud nine since my move to California. It’s not as hard as you think. Let go of the fear, the rest will follow. I just knew that I just wasn’t cut out for DC and I was sick of banging my head against the wall to make it work. I knew there had to be more to life than the false sense of security I found in shallow relationships and the endless rat race to climb the corporate ladder. Life is so short, I want to do so many things and I know that I will and I’ve already begun… and I have never been happier.

My Good Luck Charm

I may have "settled" meaning I have a job and I have unpacked my bags for the time being but that sense of wanderlust is never far away and it rears its beautiful, glorious head at all times reminding of the world that is waiting out there for me.

So where are we going?